in all reality.
sacramento sucks hippos balls…i need to be in socal pronto! im never on here because i find no time to blog because i work and if im not working im too lazy to write something lol. but i hope everyones summer is starting off with a bang..congrads to all the graduates of 2011 “).
I was so scared to give up my depression, fearing that somehow the worst part of me was actually all of me.
– Elizabeth Wurtzel (via monsta) (via dopetasticson) Via Jase Dahilwiditits been a minute.
damn its been a super long minute since i posted. ive been super busy with working two jobs and getting my shit together but ive been good. just staying clear of whats not me and im finally getting things done…i worke everyday except one day a week. it takes a toll but it allows me to pay for the stuff i need to cath up with. but i always find time to do my thing. its wierd i just woke up at exactly five and decided to blog. lmfao. buuuut everything is good in my hood so im going to get off because its way too early to be on here hahah ima go buy a soda because ime damn thirsty….peaceeeeeeeeeeeeee.
my life…,
is going good so far. i love my new job its a lot of work and training when working at the bank but its worth it. lord and lady knows i need it and im so thankful but its not play time i have to pay off a lot of things. its time to be responsible. and im still at the skateboard shop on weekends. i work everyday but thats what it takes to have money then i will work for it. i miss socal already cant wait to go back…and getting my car soon so yeah…i need a vacation for my bday….i want to go to spain…anyone want to join
how am i doing…,
GREAT..
I met an awesome person, who plays the guitar very well i might add
I got a job at the bank (my second job)
I have a web cam so if anybody wants to vid chat let me know
I am just really thankful because i needed this second job and its a good one at that and im so humbled. I get to pay off my debt like ive been wanting too and get a better new car. and yeah im still shocked i got it…Its been a while since ive been on here. Ive been going back and forth from socal looking at apts and stuff. But i went to the school and they suggested i start in september because that way i start at the right time and not in the middle of things..I thought about it and i think theyre right. So ill be here till september i guess. But ive been looking at apts there and i found my roomies and there is this awesome 3 bed apt and its so nice..So i might leave in the summer idk, but all i know is that im getting out of here to socal…I FUCKING LOVE IT THERE. im just really thankful because its like finally. But yeah thats whats been happening.
And im stoked im going to a uh, all black anti valetines day with a friend ame layla..she seems awesome and she is a CLUB X DOLL (dont know what it is dont ask…hahah some of you can get where im going with that *coughs* TOC lmfao..
btw how are you guys. I miss you guys so much its not fun dancing alone haha..i miss being in a group but i have to handle things i wish you guys all the best…Ill have to make an appearance one day and say hey maybe give some dominating tips :0 hahah ok ok..
welp thats all and fyi i need someone to go to see alice and wonderland with me.., AMANDA!